Depression is so isolating bc you don’t want to be a bother to anyone so you start doing really passive aggressive things to try and reach out, which makes you feel even worse so you end up quietly weeping in the bathroom and when someone knocks on the door you immediately hide yr face and clear yr throat and say “oh yeah, I’m fine.”
- Zero - Who was your last text from?
- One - What/who is your icon?
- Two- Your relationship status?
- Three - Have you ever lost a close friend?
- Four - What is your current mood?
- Five - What’s your brother(s)/sister(s)names?
- Six - Where do you wish you were right now?
- Seven - Have a crazy side?
- Eight - Ever had a near death experience?
- Nine- Something you do a lot?
- Ten - Angry at anyone?
- Eleven - What’s stopping you from going for the person you like ?
- Twelve - When was the last time you cried?
- Thirteen- What are you really good at ?
- Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
- Fifteen- What were you doing yesterday at 10pm?
- Sixteen - Do you prefer light or dark hair on the opposite sex ?
- Seventeen - Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Eighteen - What is/are your favorite band(s)? .
- Nineteen - What are you doing right now?
- Twenty - Who do you trust 100% right now?
- Twenty one - Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- Twenty two - Heavy metal music?
- Twenty three- Who Was the last person you hugged.
- Twenty four- Is there anything you’re hiding from someone?
- Twenty five - Who are you thinking of right now?
- Twenty six - What should you be doing right now?
- Twenty seven - What are you listening to?
- Twenty eight - You need new jeans. Quick where do you go?
- Twenty nine - Who was the last person who yelled at you?
- Thirty - Do you act differently around the person you like?
- Thirty one - What is your eye colour?
- Thirty two - Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- Thirty three - Who was the last person to make you angry?
- Thirty four - Hello Kitty or dora?
- Thirty five - Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
- Thirty six - Hug anyone of opposite sex in past 24 hours?
- Thirty seven - One thing you want right now?
- Thirty eight - Will you fall in love in the next few months?
- Thirty nine - What does the 5th text in your inbox say?
- Forty - Are you worried about the future?
- Forty one - Are you happy with life right now?
- Forty two - Are you currently jealous?
- Forty three – Who's your best guy friend?
- Forty four -Do you forgive or forget?
- Forty five - What do you miss the most about elementary school?
- Forty six - Favorite Disney Channel show ?
- Forty seven – Who’s 3 of your best girl friends?
- Forty Eight - What are you looking forward to?
- Forty nine - Does anyone like you right now?
- Fifty- Lyrics to the song you’re listening to?
I just know something bad is going to happen.
I can feel it.
I can never get a fucking break can I, when I try to get happier I get pushed back down by the motherfucker called life and I was naïve to think I could overcome life’s challenges.
Why is it so hard to just be happy, have no worries, and establish stability.
Nobody knows and nobody will know until they die.
I could care less if anything bad happened right now; I’m just waiting.
Fuck this. Fuck it all. Fuck everything.
parents : you can’t have any problems you are just a teenager
dont let tumblr make you think
- school isnt important
- its okay to be rude to your parents
- its normal to hate everyone
- self harm and suicide are romantic or great
- being rude is cute
- being a female who hits or yells at your boyfriend is woman empowerment
- depression and other mental illnesses are beautiful
- grades arent important
- education isnt important
- college isnt important
- smoking is cool
- drugs are cool
things to start doing:
- drink more water
- carry a camera everywhere i go
- read more books than i already do
- go for walks
- do yoga more often
- go to bed earlier
- enjoy the little things
- go outside more
- stop comparing myself to others
- stick to my goals n stop putting things off
- write down my feelings
- smile more, especially at random people